life start 161209

Have you tried searching for job more than a month?

Have you tried rejected by companies more than 5?

Have you tried begging agency for a job?

Will you accept $5 per hour job?

My answers to all of them are yes! No surprise in current market, some employers are offering less than $5/hr and expect same workload as $5/hr and above. Is the economic so bad, i wondering? However one true fact is that high qualification get more paid. I am just an O level qualification holder and my Choices of job are limited. Been searching and searching for jobs. Every morning, beside brushing teeth and washing face, there are things more important. It is hunting job from all sources from newspaper, internet and social network. Sun up sun down, time past fast, expense is 300% of income. Finally, the life savor starhub offered me a job yesterday around 8pm. I working in 4.5hr time. The travel part really made me headache, but i am happy enough i gotten a job.

So first job problem down. Second problem is my Study, i need to apply it asap. Third earn more income by working extra hours or part time. Fourth resechedule everything, and be sure i got time for beloved ones.

Ord on 11st december 2009, gotten my Blue ic. No special feeling. However i know, everyday wake up, i will be alone, no more familiar faces, no more wake up call from marvin, no more free meals. All of these, i have to adapt it again. Buddies value are up once ord, thus i wish them all the best in future. And we will meet again.

going for a run soon. see ya.. hope my dardar enjoying herself in KL.

starbuck sunday

MOVIE (Shorts) - A little bit children show, however it's nice overall. I watched it from XunLei player. It is a streaming player, most of the latest shows are updated.
Now i am sitting at starbuck one corner, xiu one table, mich one table, dar and her fren sitting one corner. All of us are doing individual stuff. Things like, project, study and me the slacking one. update a bit later. I m bored here.

make a change

Having a hard evening today, all the negative thoughts and flu came to me at the same time.
It just caused a jam in my brain. I hate it. I know what's wrong with me, however i do not do anything to it. where am i? I been questioning where is the past of me, so cheerful, so energetic, so helpful. In fact, someone guided me, stop thinking where is the past, create a new you. I have too many things keep in my heart. This is the time i should let go, accept the challenge, take it like a man. In the past, i am the master of avoid. Things can be avoid, i will not touch them, even get near them, run away as far as possible. Maybe this create a layer of oversensitive and overprotective in me. Hiding is no longer useful, in the upcoming life, i need to do something. That's a big change in me from ok to better, from better to good. I am not proving myself to anyone, instead i am proving it to myself, value myself more. Seeing people doing good, i will just have my good fren accompany again, he is "low self confident". I feel lousy. The more lousy the feeling goes, i just hide again. Hide and hide and hide. There's no end. Find my way, change my view angle, build up confident level, i am good at something else.I have to keep reminding myself. Find the balance in life, i think i will feel much better. I WILL DO IT. My life will go according to what i want. Miracle is always happen to everyone. my war start right this moment. 13dec here i come.

ord dinner 111109

"ORD LOH" is the phrase that i have been waiting to shout.
The meaning is similar i am free LOH. 2 years ending soon, some buddies left, khong, walter, safwan and more. I do feel a little bit "bu she de". Ahead of us, they are going to start their life first. i wish them all the best. Let me briefly tell you guys how's my ord dinner.

1. Dinner at Mount faber safra
2. Met Hafiz, Faisah(come late still smile),Rusydi,Azhar.
   
3. Took Azhar red car which has a loud exhust.
4. Wrong turn at aye, caused one hour journey.
5. Finally reached, unfortunatelly hit by a Taxi.
6. Money settled everything, taxi driver fault, go function.
7. Registered name at the entrance, got lucky number.
8. Find table, got a seat.
9. phototaking session started.
10. walter commented this " you think you are the groom ah, take picture everywhere." to me.
    
11. Dinner started, host make the atmosphere interesting.
12. Games were played along the dinner.
13. Team name for Alpha is " PAPA KAU" (sound rude rite, but very funny)
14. Speeches, video of our past 2years, TOUCHING. i think that's what we earned from army, it's precious memory and brotherhood.
15. 3 dancers on stage perform their sexy(or maybe slutty dance)- not interesting.
16. Game- drink a baby bottle without using your hand in the fastest timing.
    
17. 20 lucky draws.
18. No prize, I was so unlucky.
19. Dinner ended, alot of hand shakes, discuss next location for party.
20. AMK K box to sing songs.
21. PONG, JJ, WaLTER, AIZHONG, ME, PONG GF
22. Lucky enough, jj got the best promotion by drawing the dice to six. FREE COVER CHARGE.
23. sing, photo, talking.
24. Macdonald our supper.
25. Lastly, home sweet home

I did not win anything from the ord dinner, however i won my memories, PRICELESS.
All the photos i took, it gonna keep with me for life. That's part of my journey. How long we guys will be meeting again? Hope it will be soon. good lucks to all the people.

J, she got her photoshooting today. For what? she is going to appear on the car, train or maybe the building, newspaper. She is one of the chosen one to be one of the image for SIM advertisement. Proud of her. loves.

to all JC PEOPLE, war started, never back down, fight till your last breathe. ALL THE BEST

Life carry on without buddies

One month is enough to bored my blog to death.
GOOD NEWS: i am ord in one month time.
BAD NEWS: i am hungered for jobs
EVENTS happened this one whole month.

• Ord parade - My mum, Joanne, Xiu Feng, Michelle, Kelvin attended my ord parade. Rehearsal is tough, we have to endure the sun, the tiredness and the repeating actions. However, toughest time ended on the actual parade, feel relieve and proud. In my heart, i was saying" good job, you survive". Another happy thing i feel is that, my parade is witness by my good friends, mother and gf. This feeling is priceless. Nowhere can get but army.(fact)
  
• company cohesion- This event takes place in sentosa. No more green uniform this time, all are wearing their own home clothes. Everyone looks different. All of us been through so much together, and this cohesion really mark an end to it. After which, everyone has their own path to walk. I wish everyone luck.
  
• plt 2 cohesion- this take place at ECP, last gathering for plt 2. Some expected people did not come. I personally feel a little sad when everybody is not going to stay together anymore soon. 2years bonding, unforgettable.
  
• Holidays- i am currently taking leave and off, free till 23of nov. People who got nothing to do, can find me go jogging, swimming and gym or other sports. welcome welcome^^

Thank you, buddies,for whoever help me in my life.
One thing i learnt in army, ranks are just a some system, hack care about the system, befriend with whoever he is, you will feel no gap between anyone.

xiufeng birthday 161009

here. pictures of xiu feng birthday. it happened yesterday.. swollen gum, hack.. haha.
nice gathering i guess. and a simple birthday for him..
nothing much happening these few days, resting most of the time.
talking to my cousin now, she is guiding me how to plan my future route. Because i am in real confused. dotz. i have to keep shaking my head to tell myself, plan now plan more. arggg.. nothing come to my mind, it stuck. Help. i need to help myself.

in the mrt













this my cute dar



















i drew her she drew mine.. fair**














lakeside lovely night with her



















omg.. itz a very long time since the last update..
today thurs. why am i home? because i had my wisdom tooth extraction ytd. It was a painful process which involve with drilling and pulling. there's always a saying. no pain no gain. what do i gain here is MC. i can stay home now.. omg.. feel so much like ord. nevertheless. it will happen in 2 more months time.
today went to look for my cute dar. had dinner and took a walk to lakeside. cool weather, and we had fun at the CHILDREN PLAYGROUND and SENIOR CITIZEN SITE. haha.. btw eating is a torturing part for me becoz i cant open my mouth big.. and i have to chew onli my left side. hee..
finally recreated my facebook. gosh.. reason is my old one get virus or malware.. dunno la.. auto send message for me.. hmmm.. hate it..
i heard that A level personnels are going to warfront soon. good luck to all of you. and for people who having o level too.. all the best.. gosh hearing they having exam make me feel tat my o level is like ytd.. scary..
xiu birthday tmr.. we are going to celebrate for him..
yups.. update till here.. heading bed now.. headache..

recovery in process

i am just not feeling well.
will recover soon..

time flies, things picking up

this is a picture created by my gf, she secretly set it as my wallpaper on my laptop. I was surprised, very surprised when i saw the crumpler bag. A black colour one. ok thatz our one year. what i gave her, i won't tell.

it is a long time that i did not update the blog. By the way, sorry to trouble you guys. I am using blogspot again, because the problems that i facing that time had been solved.

Life goes smoothly so far. nevetheless I am ord-ing in december. where to study have no issue, as i have decided SIM. I might be slower than alot people, one day i will catch up again and be on par. Never to late to start, and do not give up easily that's the spirit. Job wise i am desperate looking for it. anyone working and so coincidence your company need part timer please intro me to them. THANK YOU. Now i got a little more free time, i'm glad that i can do whatever i want to. By the way, one sad thing i encounter recently. It's like oh my god la. from 2008 to 2009. my face from slim to chubby. this drive me crazy. SO i decide to go on diet and work out more. 6packs on my abs, always my dream. To "throw one stone kill two birds", i am going to achieve my 6 packs and slim face. lol. GAY huh? actually, i want to look better and healthier only. Anyway i heard next month got NIKE 10km run. anyone joining? i am tempted to go. k update til here. i am going to learn microsoft excel, i am suck in it.

shift to live journal

i have temporary shifted my blog to http://alvinohoh.livejournal.com